That heart aching moment in movies where it moves you to tears, like when in the Notebook, Allie fought with Noah before she left town and never heard from him again. Except in reality, you would never want to have that feeling. If you don’t believe me, this is how it feels.
Have you ever felt like it’s hard to breathe? Every ounce of energy you use to breathe takes away a part of you that you didn’t know was in there. Every blood cell that runs up and down your body makes you tired. You wish you didn’t have to breathe because it’s draining your energy.
Have you ever lost sense of time? Everything seems to move pass you and you wish for it to stand still cause you can’t catch up with reality anymore. Like when the rain starts pouring but you couldn’t feel it until you are soaking wet under the cloudy sky.
Have you ever lose something you never thought was yours but when it’s gone, you are so empty inside? You try your best to be yourself by doing the things that would normally cheer you up. Read your favorite quote, songs or movies but nothing seem to make sense when your mind is not with you.
You wish to have that scenic moment of that yearning and pouring tears and heartache? Well, I wouldn’t wish it on my worst enemy but if you want it, go ahead and take mine.
